"Life is in the details" - Words can make beautiful pictures!
Contained herein are some of my works and words from inside and outside the bipolar grip. This project is my way of sharing a small part of what God has given me with you.
Art - it's the audience that completes a work...
art awakens the senses
composing reflections from life's reasoned fences
encoded skill and mind is the foundry
beyond the grip of night's emotional boundary
1978 - Pen and Ink
Inspired by my early years of endured emotional experiences, this work represents bipolar mania and depression. “Feelings” rendered in two dimensions from before I learned about bipolar illness but knew there was something wrong with me.
i moved the wind from nowhere to nowhere
cradled among heaven's bright and beautiful
unbound in uncharted abode
i lost the wind from nowhere to nowhere
ordered midst the dark and distant
bound firm in toxic anguish
i am the wind from nowhere to nowhere
For more about my bipolar experience go to my Meetings page.
We sail on a ship without sails courtesy of the Big Bang and we are collectively perpetuated through space by cosmic forces beyond our control... thank God!... I can't even control my cat. Can you imagine if Earth had a steering wheel where we would wind up!
I've always loved the thought of outer space adventure... dreaming of starships, hostile alien defeats and strange but beautiful planet explorations. You could say I've always viewed outer space through the "eyes of a child". And after several decades of living I still do... but now with layman based science as a looking glass.
I’ve been told that the following is a little like throwing a bucket of cold water on a Star Trek Wars fan then offering them a towel... I liked the analogy......
Distant stars are there to see and study but not visit...!? Thanks to folks such as the people and friends supporting APOD (my favorite example)... we have at our internet fingertips an impressively large quantity of very high quality artistic and scientific images from the seeable universe. These are wonders to behold and some would argue enough for our astronomical appetite. But for others the thought of exploring space from the comfort of a faster than light starship is a bit more palate pleasing.
I think the most important thing we've learned from extraterrestrial exploration is that Earth teems with life like no other body in our solar system. But whether you believe the universe is infinite, sprang out of nothing or was designed out of nothing, it is difficult... nearly impossible, after looking out into the incredible vastness of space, not to imagine there's more life elsewhere in the universe. But what if there isn't advanced life beyond Earth? What if we are alone in this awesome and inspiring cosmos? And even if there is life elsewhere, how would we get to it/them if/when we discover evidence? These are disheartening questions for those of us who grew up imagining space travel to distant galaxies and have since been faced with relativity. Travel to even our nearest stellar neighbor is well beyond a reasonable human journey today.
Astronomers measure stellar distances in "light years"... how far light travels in one year. The distance light travels in one hour is 1,079,252,848.8 kilometers. So multiply 8,760 hours (a non-leap year) times 1,079,252,848.8 kilometers to find the km distance for one light year... it's a whopping big number.
Sadly, Einstein’s general relativity theory tells us that the universal speed limit for objects with mass (such as spacecraft) is just below the speed of light. And so far, the speed record for space travel is just a meager fraction of that speed. So unless we are somehow able to actually build a much faster spaceship and unless Einstein’s theory is debunked, we are resolved to only dream about traveling even to the closest neighboring star which (currently) happens to be Proxima Centauri at about 4.2 light years distant.
But these space traveling dreams so many of us have likely indicate possibility. I believe we look and outreach with hope to the heavens because it's part of our nature. How the distant star trekking dream is fulfilled... who can say!?
life’s flame burns like fusion
propagating emotion like starlit nebulae
who can hide from its beckoning
to the stars… onward outward… ever reaching
for love’s reward
1978 - Acrylic and ink on acetate with background photographic print
"We see through the glass darkly". This is my rendition of Ed White's history making 1965 spacewalk. The above space traveler was drawn with black ink on one side and painted on the opposite side with acrylic in the fashion of early animation cel production. I like to imagine that's me in the spacesuit... free-floating... suspended in a deadly environment with art and science as my lifeline.
Exploration and discovery can come at great cost. Tragically, Ed White died along with Gus Grissom and Roger Chaffee in a January 1967 Apollo 1 command module fire.
1977 - Acrylic and ink on acetate
This started as a drawer handle sketch and wound up targeting an overall impression of an oriental dragon head. If you look closely at the center of the image you will see two separate humanoid heads merging together to form a third... two looking toward the center and one looking at you, three perspectives from one source... Like how marriage makes two people act as one.
1979 - Acrylic and ink on acetate
"And I'm hovering like a fly, waiting for the windshield on the freeway..." lyric quote from the band Genesis, Lamb Lies Down on Broadway, released 1974
1982 - 11x14 Lithograph
I did the "whole nine yards" production of this work including sketch, pen and ink, rubylith, grayscale screens, camera ready mechanical, graphic arts camera work and printing with a 1250 Multilith offset printing press. (The above image was captured with a smart phone)
1980 - Metal Etching/Carving
I made two of these (left and right) for my 1979 Kawasaki LTD1000 motorcycle. The two holes align with a gas tank mounting bracket. It started as a pen and ink drawing that was etched in magnesium then carved out of the etch panel and painted.
1976 - Watercolor
Another "space traveler", I love dragons! I've always been fascinated with the symbolism. This one might symbolize an evolved product of itinerant emotions!
1980 - Acrylic watercolor on illustration board
This is my personal favorite work. I discovered this beautiful church in 1973. I like how the Christian Bible is reflected as "old" (wooden log cabin) and "new" (stone/rock building). The original church was held in the small log cabin.
2008 - Wacom Intuos3 Drawing Tablet, MS Paint
(1971 - Original pencil sketch) Can you see the dragon?
Who of age has not pondered life’s destination... whether it is to a final resting place or another beginning? And who does not want truth as the foundation of reason?
Believing in something does not make it real... we humans are not that powerful. Truth makes a something real. Truth is what we seek and humility is what we should know.
climbing the tree
what to see
a journey higher
dare i aspire
to find key
beyond the lee
stars of fire
twigs of pyre
As in 'Get a Grip' - Don't be satisfied with all you have learned... the earth will too soon blanket this life in quiet solace.
1974 - 1977 Pen and Ink or Pencil
A few early drawing selections done for animation with old and newer music and film caption quotes for fun.
"Watching... and waiting... for a friend to play with..." Moody Blues words... Peter Gabriel outfit...
"Eruption..." Erupting guitar master Eddie Van Halen
"I had to get it out of me, if you know what I mean..." Back in NYC, Genesis 1974
"Which way did he go, George? Which way did he go?" Willoughby wondered
"Trapped in birth on celluloid..." Peter Gabriel, imagery engineer
"The crawlers cover the floor..." But not for long... more Peter Gabriel imagery engineering